Saturday, November 24, 2007

Sunday, July 29, 2007

computer bejiggers

I wrote something before and then my computer deleted it. There is something wiggy about the texting functions on the internet now a days, because i've been having this problem for about a year or so. I think perhaps there is a sensoring capability in these programs now that delete your text before you publish it if what you've written isn't desireable. It make sound paranoid to suggest such a thing, but it's just to bizzare that the only time my webpages suddenly dissappear on me is when i am about to press the send button on something that i've written. We live in a clever little democracy i guess. Or maybe something inside of me really didn't like what i've written and my brain sent a frequency from my subconcious to the wireless signal and deleted the page without my concsious awareness. Ok, so now you think i'm crazy, but like what's up with this shit? It's really, really annoying to write something that you've but thought and energy into and have it deleted with no way of getting it back.

I just found out that I'm going to dinner, so i've got to go. It was nice to get something, anything written down on this page. I promise there will be more and that it will be good. I'm going to write about really great things the best way i know how.

So don't go anywhere. Find me again. Stay, stay, stay close to me.

Monday, July 2, 2007

techno spectrum

I'm not exactly sure what 'techno spectrum' means but, somehow it seems like the best way to describe the way that i'm feeling at the moment. As you can see at the lower right hand corner of your viewing screen, I have decided to feature google links on my web log to make some money of of this lovely writing habit of mine. At first I was a bit skeptical about the whole thing, but I have to say, I'm quite impressed. Google had taken the time/technology to scan my writing and place ads relevant to my readers on my webpage. There are links to sites about meditation, healing and chakra reading. There is nothing about the ads that is invasive and hopefully they will bring in the additional revenue that I desire to do all sort of wonderful things with like have a great apartment and travel while I am back in school. So click, click, click and thank you for doing so!

I think it would be great to upload some beautiful pictures on this web page. Just for fun, you know?

my new baby

yup, I'm back. surprisingly. suddenly and unexpectedly. but the time is ripe. welcome to my brand new baby! what to write about first...not so sure. right now I'm just happy to be back and to be tapping my little fingers on the keyboard. writing feels good. when we have lost our way, the tapping is our anchor. when we are feeling sad the tapping is our tissue for tears. when we are lonely, the tapping is the pillow sitting next to us that we would otherwise be hugging because our significant other is out at some big opening and your not even sure why you're still going out with them anyway. the tapping, the tapping...like a meditation in motion, no, it's thought in direction, like a river flowing and you just let the current follow it's chosen path and for one small part of your day, you belong to no one but the river, which would never want to own you anyway, and all of the so-called necessities of the day just fade away. And here you are, and how do you feel? I am so ready. I am so fucking ready for this.