my new baby

yup, I'm back. surprisingly. suddenly and unexpectedly. but the time is ripe. welcome to my brand new baby! what to write about first...not so sure. right now I'm just happy to be back and to be tapping my little fingers on the keyboard. writing feels good. when we have lost our way, the tapping is our anchor. when we are feeling sad the tapping is our tissue for tears. when we are lonely, the tapping is the pillow sitting next to us that we would otherwise be hugging because our significant other is out at some big opening and your not even sure why you're still going out with them anyway. the tapping, the tapping...like a meditation in motion, no, it's thought in direction, like a river flowing and you just let the current follow it's chosen path and for one small part of your day, you belong to no one but the river, which would never want to own you anyway, and all of the so-called necessities of the day just fade away. And here you are, and how do you feel? I am so ready. I am so fucking ready for this.